hyep..
damn..15/6/2008
it's the day i will never ever forget for the rest of my life. the day where tears just keep on falling down eventho i have tried so hard not to cry. but yeah..my hurt was burning and i just can't figure out the best way to let it all go other than to cry. i was so frustrated (the reason i can't tell=]), i was mad,angry and most of all..disappointed. i cried and cried until i fell asleep. the next day, i found my eyes bengkak macam sial. so i skipped school for the first time (for this year ofcourse). finally, i found a way to skip school. ahaaaaa.... cry for the whole night so your eyes become bengkak and skip school la.
mid-year examination..hmm..i have quite a bad result. but surprisingly i beat some girls who are quite good in the previous exams and tests. to conclude,no fails, a few of A's,B's,a lot of C's and a D.
last thursday, my dearest last year's english teacher, came to my class during chemistry and asked me to fill my name in a piece of paper. i was quite shocked and i asked her why should i fill my name..and she dgn selambenye berkate:
''The pentaksir will come today and he/she wants to see whether we have perform our oral english correctly''
aku, dgn tgn terketar-ketar pun, tulis la nameku yg agk sedap jugak nie di kertas yang telah tertera beberape name yang agak familiar itu.
damn, and in front of the pentaksir, i was so nervous, and and i was crapping talking about my passion towards music, but not planning to be a musician, and my ambition is to be an engineer but my parents want me to be a doctor because i have two (act there are three) brothers who already involved in engineering field. so i guess i just have to be a doctor. and as what i have observed..i am the suckiest candidate of the day.
why???????!!!!!!!!!! why did you choose me!! oh my god!!! if the pentaksir lowered my mark, i blame no one but you!! ahahaha!!!
currently listening to ashanti-the way that i love you
a bit about this song, hmm.. the mv is awesome.
fullstop!!
not you,but me
- nisah lah
- i dance to my own rhythm baby,that's just me.don't ever give a damn about what people gotta say.i have a life that in some ways,might be,way better than yours..
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