my brothers and me

i still remember,when i was a little girl,every thursday night,my brother,helmy and i will go to the night market near my housing area.bila dekat uncle jual jagung panas je,tolak-tolak abang helmy suruh ke tepi sebab jagung tu panas.

i still remember,when i was six-years-old,right after i came back from kindergarten, i will teach my brother, hisham, songs i learned in kindergarten.i scolded him if he got the words wrong or he sang them out of tune.

i still remember, when i was younger, my brothers, haslan and harith, and me, were always sit together at the back of the car.i was in the middle.abang haslan on my right and abang harith on my left. sometimes,when they fell asleep,their heads fell on my shoulder and i pushed them back. we also played back the scenes from P.Ramlee's movies like Ali Baba Bujang Lapok. i played Marginaa.heee.

i miss those moments...the moments where what we only have is us.